Why is there two pics of a table on my dash???
Modern heartbreak is “read at 9:13 p.m.” when it’s 9:40. it’s unliked photos, it’s blocking and unblocking and blocking and unblocking. modern heartbreak is sick with being watched, it’s breakups playing out on twitter feeds, it’s unfollowed unfollowed unfollowed. it’s screenshotted photos that shouldn’t have been saved, it’s screenshotted texts meant for one person only. it’s seeing your ex lover with their new one, watching their lives playing out like yours didn’t, it’s phones thrown into bedroom walls when their profile changes from single to in a relationship. it’s snapchat stories to make that one person jealous because it feels like without them you’re nothing, it’s that one story expiring before they see it because they don’t give a fuck about you now and you know it, it’s deleting their contact info but wanting it tattooed on the back of your hand in case you ever want to call, it’s messy it’s messy it’s messy it’s so fucking messy because everyone fucking sees it and it never goes away.
I saw this post last year while I was in a super toxic relationship, and it really hit a spot because this was the type of toxicity that I would deal with on a daily basis. That break up to make up relationship, over and over again. Now that I’ve left that part of my life, it feels so good to read this and not be going through it anymore.
I really like this comment because I wrote this when I was in a really bad sad place and I read it now and I can’t relate to it at all and it does feel really really good to just not be there anymore.
Listen, I’m drunk but I love girls. You seen one??? They’re so beautiful. Wow. I love girls.
I’ve just felt very sad and alone lately. All my friends have other things to do, things that don’t involve me, and it’s okay because I love them but it hurts because I love them.
there’s nothing left here anyway
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